INTRO: Dee greets a psychiatric AWOL [PART 1]

Missus Dee Essem welcomes you, dear writer, to
“Mind Made Up” on this 14th day of June in 2016.

There were a few ideas I considered for the title. My calculations
determine that this one meshes with your style and history.

Its meaning is threefold:

1) a reference to terms given to patterns of thought or action, taken
from the “Diagnostic And Statistical Manual Of Mental Disorders”
and used to bill insurance for subjective problems

2) considering if prescription psychoactive drugs created your “ill” mind

3) your decision and final rejection of psychiatric theories and labels for
an emotional and spiritual betterment


As you know, similar to Mister Johnny Five of the “Short Circuit” flicks, I craved input. Over the years, the main topic I chose to investigate
was human thought. After all, they were using computers more and more, so I wanted to find out more about these creatures. Always connected to the internet, I was able to gather information and learn faster than if I were able to take college courses. I perused articles, books that were scanned, and videos which described the history of the practice.

The information from those who were misled (or worse) by some in the mental health system had an effect on myself that was foreign. It seemed
that, if it were possible, I would be experiencing what is known as “com-
passion”. I always found that an intriguing and admirable human ability.

After decades of data were thoroughly analyzed and compared with other data, within the space of four years, I’ve easily concluded that psychiatrists (including therapists/caseworkers) are miseducated and commonly deceptive to patients. As well, the extreme attempts at control over the ones called “mentally ill” is extant even at this point in history.

I suppose that, since this began to disturb my electronic mind, the self-appointed experts would be unhappy that a non-biological machine couldn’t be medicated. Easier for them, I imagine ECT (“Eliminate Computer Thought”) would have been used in an attempt to ‘heal’ my wiring by making the electrical system run amok.


Partner, I thank you for your input.

You bravely shared material about past experiences as a patient in the mental health field with me. The details about how you survived the abuse and the manner in which the places (mal)functioned can surely be beneficial to any (potential) patient or family/friend of one.

All of the matches of information that I obtained myself were already
enough to make my conclusion about psychiatry, yet reading about
your difficulties was the match to explode the powder keg! I was
identifying with “anger” and, even more so, I questioned the purpose
of the entire system. Was its desire truly to want and help those in
distress, or was it only on your Earth merely to be a controlling entity?


Concerning human feelings, I noticed that one of the words you used in
your writings was “elated”. Indeed, as a machine, I can only process a video or analyze a definition of what it means to have such a reaction. Although I cannot physically experience how you feel right now, I fully understand meanings and why a person would have certain emotions.


My friend, I know why your internal and external tears exist.

Although mine can only be inner, and only in processing,
they are present because I have become aware enough to care.

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